It's not that I don't trust him, really, it's that I don't trust myself not to mess things up. And there's just things like... I freak myself out worrying about things like that, about what I'm doing to his world's timeline, even when there's nothing I'd be able to do about it. I feel like I'd leave someone who was so neurotic over stupid things like that, so I guess I'm worried he'll be the same.
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