In your words, does accustomed, mean used too it? Because if it does, I understand that, completely. I was quite accustomed to it. Until my own traumatic event came too haunt me again.

[Well, it did happen again, only a little different. He hated that he was remembering it.]

The last time I was drunk, I think I fell and hit mt head really hard. After picking someone up at a bar of course. Wasn't a good night.