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[Descole accidentally fell asleep on a couch in the lobby. He was going to sleep in a room, but somehow his plans changed.]

[He didn't mean too, and he doesn't really want to be disturbed. In his half asleep state, he knows that he will be anyway. He hopes it's someone he can tolerate.]

[OOC: so I'm at an x-mas party and I really don't want to be here. Please, someone entertain me.]

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[He nods in agreement, even though he's been prescribed as arsenal of pills to take daily. Oh yeah, he forgot about those. Discontinuing abruptly could cause problems as well.]

Hm, I don't mean to sound rude, but I'm kind of hoping I get back soon...

Hmm? It's okay, I don't find it rude at all. I can understand wanting to leave, even if I don't myself.

And, well, you have people to go back to, right? So it makes sense for you.

[Nods and shrugs.]

Do I really want to go back? Hm, I dunno...

Well... I could understand it. If I had someone to go back to... if I had anything to go back to besides hiding from Layton then I guess I might want to. Though even then... maybe I wouldn't.

[He shrugs again.]

I never know where I am in my own opinions so I can't tell you if I do or not. Truthfully, I have doctor prescribed pills I have to take that might effect me negatively while I'm not taking them.

[Maybe that's why he fell asleep on the couch.]

Mmph... I guess pills or something would probably help me, but it'd mean having to go see a doctor in the first place, you know?

I *hate* doctors, so yes, I know. I had to be dragged...

Mmm... well, I don't have anyone to drag me, you know? I don't think there's anyone besides Layton and Clive Dove who even know I'm alive any more, back home.

Clive Dove? You were friends with Clive?

Well... not friends, but the professor had... stopped visiting him, and he had nobody else. After what Layton did to myself, I went to visit him on occasion.

Well that's a good deal I guess. At least you have some one to talk too.

Mmm... sometimes it just... makes me feel worse, though, thinking that I ought to see him but that I can't handle company.

[Descole shakes his head.]

No one's making you, and itsme for your own healing. Who cares.

[He smiles genuinely at her.]

Mmm... I just feel like... sometimes if I don't go for a while, it feels like I'm as bad as Layton, you know? I know that's stupid, but...

That's old fashioned guilt. No need to feel it. Your psyche just feels like you do.

I guess... knowing that doesn't stop it happening though, you know?

Yes, I suppose I do. I'm sorry.

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