Well... then maybe what this place will do for you is help you to actually understand it all? I don't know. God, we've both been saying that a lot, haven't we? I guess that's what happens when you make someone like us discuss love and relationships. It's not really our thing.
[She shrugs.]
I guess I'd be happiest if I could just... just fuck having to actually function, and just be with you, alone, or with Luke. You know? Well, I guess I'd still speak to others occasionally, but... ehh. God. I understand feeling weak, even if I don't think that you should. I feel weak for even considering relying on someone. It's not so bad with you, though. Maybe that's because you're me. It's easier to talk to you, and to touch you and let you touch me, because it's not like having to give any part of myself to someone else. You're just me, even though you're different.
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[She shrugs.]
I guess I'd be happiest if I could just... just fuck having to actually function, and just be with you, alone, or with Luke. You know? Well, I guess I'd still speak to others occasionally, but... ehh. God. I understand feeling weak, even if I don't think that you should. I feel weak for even considering relying on someone. It's not so bad with you, though. Maybe that's because you're me. It's easier to talk to you, and to touch you and let you touch me, because it's not like having to give any part of myself to someone else. You're just me, even though you're different.
Does that even make sense?