Yeah, I know. I... wouldn't want anything to happen anyway, even if you were interesting. It'd feel like cheating, even if you are technically the same person.
[He sighs again, shutting his eyes.]
I guess... it's because I spent so long living with you, in my world. I mean... I had a crush on you, like you said about my double... and then I was with you the whole time and it just never went away. God. It took so long to convince you that I meant it, though. You thought I'd just want to move on after a couple weeks and find someone my own age.
[Smiling faintly to himself, he chews at his thumbnail.]
Sorry. I don't want to make you uncomfortable or anything.
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[He sighs again, shutting his eyes.]
I guess... it's because I spent so long living with you, in my world. I mean... I had a crush on you, like you said about my double... and then I was with you the whole time and it just never went away. God. It took so long to convince you that I meant it, though. You thought I'd just want to move on after a couple weeks and find someone my own age.
[Smiling faintly to himself, he chews at his thumbnail.]
Sorry. I don't want to make you uncomfortable or anything.