Ah... yeah, he was. I've always known that... sometimes I couldn't come first for him. It's why... it was part of the reason that I chose to study at Gressenheller. I think I hoped that... if he could deal with what had happened, maybe he'd be able to... get over her better.

God, I don't know.

[Clive chews his lip, staring off into space.]

...it sounds selfish, when I say it like that.