That doesn't sounds selfish at all. My double is lucky to have you, even if he doesn't see it yet. I need someone like you in my time to distract me. Honestly...

I dorm even know why I loved her so much. I knew I didn't stand a chance for her, but even now that she's gone, it's like she's still so consuming to me. I just wish I had someone else.

Heh, sorry if I'm boring you with my melancholy thoughts.