The Music of Thought.

[timesugarcoated.livejournal.com]

[Finding his way to the roof, Dimitri stares at what appear to be stars. Stars that no one can get too. He feels compelled to look down, but he's sure the heights would make him sick. He wants to know what's down there. Could it be an abyss to nothing, like an H.P. Lovecraft story? Or is there an outside, and the only way to get to it is to jump?

His other idea is, perhaps they're all dead. If they were, that means they're all dead from different dimensions and times. But what if this was death? Stuck in a place like this, to show you all your flaws, and let out all your secrets, with no way out, and the closest you can get to outside is the rooftop. In any case, he doesn't look down.

All he knows is he needs some one to snap him out of this thinking, before he seriously considers jumping.]

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[unwoundorphan.livejournal.com]

I'm glad, too. It's nice to have someone at least mostly familiar.

[He laughs.]

Well, any excuse for it. We'll have celebratory ice-cream if it does work out, too.

[timesugarcoated.livejournal.com]

Awesome so either way, we'll get ice cream. Thank did we have good metabolisms.

So how long have you and I been together?

[unwoundorphan.livejournal.com]

Well, uh... about a year and a half. I told you... him... when I was sixteen, but we didn't get together until I was seventeen.

[timesugarcoated.livejournal.com]

Lord! I got with you when you were seventeen! That seems a bit young.

[Then he looks down and shrugs.]

Then again, what's love is love, right?

[unwoundorphan.livejournal.com]

Like I said, I pretty much spent the whole of that year trying to make you give in.

[timesugarcoated.livejournal.com]

Well I suppose I had to give in. You're easy to love, but my morals are high, I know. I should've given in before than.

[He rubs his back lovingly.]

[unwoundorphan.livejournal.com]

[Clive flushes, looking away even as he leans into the touch.]

God, it's weird to hear something like that from you, since you're... not my own. You know?

[timesugarcoated.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I understand, but I suppose some familiarity is better than none, right?

[unwoundorphan.livejournal.com]

Yeah. This place is just... it's just weird here, is all.

[timesugarcoated.livejournal.com]

Its really weird. Its literally driving me mad. I think I was just contemplating suicide before you interrupted my thoughts. I don't understand...

[unwoundorphan.livejournal.com]

You shouldn't ever do that. I mean... start thinking about that, and where does it end, besides off that roof? And I couldn't bear that. Even if you're not my Dimitri you're still Dimitri, you know?

[timesugarcoated.livejournal.com]

I know. It was a stupid thought, it's just...back where I was living, in my world, I didn't have much to stay for. But being here made it even harder with Claire here. I dunno, it was a dumb thought. I also haven't been taking my medication I got from the doctor, so maybe that's that too.